[ That Sylaise has spies is not surprising. He's certain all of the Evanuris do in their own ways, including Mythal. He watches Lad with concern and frowns. ]
You do not have to tell them. If they ask, simply say I requested it. You should not be punished for anything you did here for tonight.
[ If anything, it only made him guiltier for not forcing this 'gift' of Sylaise's away from him. ]
[That entire concept takes a moment for Lad to process. He could just... not tell them and maybe stretch the truth. Normally he'd recoil at such an idea, but Solas offering it up was like him granting the other permission to do so.
Still, he was very tentative, and wanted to make certain he had not made any mistakes.]
You wouldn't tell them? I could just lay with you again like before?
[That wasn't the solid affirmative he was looking for. Had Solas changed his mind? Did he not want him to lay with him? Lad's brows furrowed in worry as he studied Solas' face to try and figure out just what it was he wanted. He was usually good at this, but now it was all just so confusing.]
I do, [ he confesses. ] It has been a long time since I have enjoyed the presence of another, but I do not want it to come at cost to you.
[ If Lad would be punished for any of this then it would be better for the man to leave. If not... He would welcome holding the man in hsi arms for the night. ]
[A smile crept across his face and he bit his lip from the thrill of having a secret. It was difficult enough for him to act on his own desires as it was, he wouldn't be able to do so unless his partner also wished for it.]
I had no intentions. [ Even if someone dared to ask. He smiles softly and threads his fingers through Lad's hair. He shouldn't be indulging himself further, but the other man seemed to appreciate it. ]
[Lad closed his eyes and nuzzled his head into Solas' hand, then looked down at the two of them and laughed.]
I think that would be a good idea, starting with this- [Lad leaned back and twisted so he could slide the vobrator out of Solas, and tossed it back into the basket he had sitting on the corner of the bed. He idly brushed Solas' inner thigh with the back of his fingers as he turned back around and dismounted him.
Once Solas sat up, Lad would press a quick rebellious little kiss to the others lips.]
[ He shivers at Lad's touch, basking in it for the brief moment he has it before the man leaves him. He's quick to join him and smiles into the kiss. ]
I will draw us a bath. [ Because with how relaxed Solas felt after that, it was the least he could do and he moves to do so. He was fortunate that he had a private space to do so here and he activates the enchantments on the side to warm the water as he busies himself. ]
[Lad watched Solas, admiring him as he went about warming the bath, then he stood and made his way over himself. He took a seat on the edge of the bath idly running his hand in the water.]
It's not often I get company in the bath, this will be nice.
[ Once the water is filling the bath, he shifts so he can wrap his arms around Lad, keeping his hold light should the man want to make space. Solas could say the same, but his tasks hardly warranted such company. ]
With all you have done, you deserve more than this, [ he says and brushes his hands over Lad's waist. ] Would you be able to stay the night?
[The moment Solas wrapped his arms around him, Lad perked up and looked up at Solas with a mixture of fondness and excitement. This was new for him, and truthfully he wasn't certain how to react. But slowly and tentatively he moved his arms around Solas, making certain he was not crossing any boundaries, then once all seemed well he scooted a little closer and let himself cuddle up a little bit more.]
You are very sweet, but I did not do anything special. There are others that could have done a far better job than I. [Which was true, there was a reason he was often left to serve those of lower ranks. Solas' question makes his smile take on a mischievous air to it. If this was their little secret, then he could stay as long as Solas was near.] If you were to request it, no one would be able to argue against it.
[ This was new for him as well yet the way Lad curled up with him felt right. He kept his arms around him, his hand resting on Lad's shoulder and pressing his thumb into the muscles of his upper back. ]
None of them possess a heart such as yours. [ It was what he had seen of Lad before this that made him want to meet the man more personally. He tucks Lad's head beneath his chin and makes a small sound as if considering that. ] I do request it. For as long as you can stay with me.
[For this moment, while he couldn't quite understand what it was, he felt a warmth form in his stomach. It was strange yet soothing, but he couldn't quite place a finger on what it was. Whatever it was it almost felt nicer than sex.
He let his eyes close and he simply melted into the other's embrace. He... didn't want to move, and for a brief moment he thought about how things would be like if he belonged only to Mythal, able to serve only Solas. Some of the other pleasure slaves got that as a duty, but they were often the highest ranking.
He quickly forced the thoughts back however, such self-serving fantasies was how a slave became disobedient. He wanted this, yes, but Solas was enjoying it too, so he was still doing his duties. Even if there were secrets now, he wouldn't be damaged. He could have this and still do his duties.]
You know, I never thought I would ever get anything but a beating for that. [He wondered if he had truly been this close to anyone before, close enough to hear their voice reverberate through their chest. If he had he certainly could not remember it.] Then I could stay for as long as you are here.
[ He lets out a small sigh, his chest heaving with the motion. That Lad received beatings for simply doing what was right disgusted him beyond measure. It was cruelty without purpose, given without thought.
At least here Solas could offer him limited protection and care. If only he could request for Mythal to make this more permanent, but that itself was a selfish thought. He nuzzles Lad's ear and slips away, but only so he can settle into the bath first. He holds out his hand to invite Lad to join him. ]
It is rare to see someone care for others at the risk of themselves, [ he says, tone a touch serious. ] Thank you.
[Lad swung his legs over the edge of the bath and took Solas' hand as he slipped in with him. He pauses there, waiting for some sort of guidance from Solas where he should sit, though there was am excited eagerness to him that he could only just barely suppress. This was all so very new, but in the most delightful way.]
It is far less of a risk to me than them. What are a few cracked bones and bruises to someone being set aflame?
[ It takes him a moment to realize that Lad is waiting for guidance on this. He blinks back is surprise before tugging gently, leading him to rest with his back to Solas' chest. ]
Does she truly enact such vengeance? [ he asks, eyes narrowing. That would be something Mythal may be interested in hearing of though there was only so much she could do with the affairs of others. It was hard enough establishing the law and order she did. ]
[Lad leaned back as he was guided and was quick so make himself comfortable now that Solas had given him permission of sorts. He rested his head on Solas' shoulder so looked up at him with a smile as they spoke.
And despite the rather unpleasant topic, Lad's tone remained chipper. To him it was just a part of life.]
She? Oh you mean Sylaise herself? Goodness no, she has far more important matters to tend to than punishing all of our misdeeds. It's the handlers usually, sometimes ranking officers or soldiers. Anyone of a higher station really.
No, but she allows it, approves of it if it is so widely used. Barbaric, [ he grumbles.
Yes, he would speak with Mythal about this. If he could catch the ear of his lady Evanuris then he should use it for good and to help others who are suffering.Whether something would come of it was another matter entirely, but he could try. It was better than hearing of what suffering went on with others while in 'service' to another. ]
How can you live with the fear of that looming over?
It's frightening at first, but after a while you get used to it. Besides there are so many slaves in service to others that have it far worse than we do.
[He gave a little shrug, it really didn't seem so strange to him. He had lived with it most of his life. He couldn't even imagine things being different.]
You were never beaten for misbehavior when you were at lower ranks?
No more than one would a child. [ Though now he's wondering how the others treat their 'children.' Mythal seemed to have a more maternal affection toward those in service to her than other Evanuris. ]
We are reprimanded and redirected, no one is burned alive for misdeeds.
[ Those that were killed were for grave offenses, spies for others or those who lashed out in violence. Those were punishments dealt out swiftly and less painfully. ]
Well we aren't killed, at least not usually. That would be a waste of resources. Sometimes it happens by accident, but mostly if we're too damaged to fulfill our duties or be repurposed, we're just resold.
[It was the reselling that was always a concern. You never knew where you could end up and if you were considered damaged then... most would find you to be little better than fodder.]
I've heard other Evanuris are worse though, it's really not so bad here!
Because others have it worse does not excuse what has been done to you and those that serve with you.
[ He shakes his head. They would not change anything here, with this conversation. Later, when he had time to speak with Mythal... Perhaps then he could make a difference, however small. For now, he should make their time together enjoyable and he lets out a small sigh as he squeezes Lad close for a brief moment. ]
My apologies. I do not want to pollute our time together with such thoughts. [ Even if they were inescapable at times. ]
[Lad looked up at him curiously. He didn't quite understand the sentiment, but he was thinking on it. If there were people that were worse off he felt that concern should be directed to them, not someone privileged like him. At least he thought he was privileged.
Then there was the way Solas held him tighter, and he smiled. It was like he was something precious Solas was keeping safe, and it make his heart flutter.]
I don't mind. It's nice to hear someone cares every so often.
I wish I could do more for you, [ he murmurs, pressing his lips against Lad's ear and kissing there.
There was little he could do realistically with Lad in Sylaise's service. The woman had control of him and all he could do was hold onto Lad's time for as long as he could. Selfish of him, but he hoped Lad enjoyed the chance as well to be with him and away from the others he would have had to service throughout the night. ]
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You do not have to tell them. If they ask, simply say I requested it. You should not be punished for anything you did here for tonight.
[ If anything, it only made him guiltier for not forcing this 'gift' of Sylaise's away from him. ]
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Still, he was very tentative, and wanted to make certain he had not made any mistakes.]
You wouldn't tell them? I could just lay with you again like before?
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I do not want to cause trouble for you.
[ Since there was far more at play here than he had realized when he had relented and accepted the 'gift' of company. ]
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Do you want me to?
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[ If Lad would be punished for any of this then it would be better for the man to leave. If not... He would welcome holding the man in hsi arms for the night. ]
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Well, if you don't tell, I won't.
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We could clean ourselves.
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I think that would be a good idea, starting with this- [Lad leaned back and twisted so he could slide the vobrator out of Solas, and tossed it back into the basket he had sitting on the corner of the bed. He idly brushed Solas' inner thigh with the back of his fingers as he turned back around and dismounted him.
Once Solas sat up, Lad would press a quick rebellious little kiss to the others lips.]
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I will draw us a bath. [ Because with how relaxed Solas felt after that, it was the least he could do and he moves to do so. He was fortunate that he had a private space to do so here and he activates the enchantments on the side to warm the water as he busies himself. ]
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It's not often I get company in the bath, this will be nice.
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With all you have done, you deserve more than this, [ he says and brushes his hands over Lad's waist. ] Would you be able to stay the night?
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You are very sweet, but I did not do anything special. There are others that could have done a far better job than I. [Which was true, there was a reason he was often left to serve those of lower ranks. Solas' question makes his smile take on a mischievous air to it. If this was their little secret, then he could stay as long as Solas was near.] If you were to request it, no one would be able to argue against it.
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None of them possess a heart such as yours. [ It was what he had seen of Lad before this that made him want to meet the man more personally. He tucks Lad's head beneath his chin and makes a small sound as if considering that. ] I do request it. For as long as you can stay with me.
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He let his eyes close and he simply melted into the other's embrace. He... didn't want to move, and for a brief moment he thought about how things would be like if he belonged only to Mythal, able to serve only Solas. Some of the other pleasure slaves got that as a duty, but they were often the highest ranking.
He quickly forced the thoughts back however, such self-serving fantasies was how a slave became disobedient. He wanted this, yes, but Solas was enjoying it too, so he was still doing his duties. Even if there were secrets now, he wouldn't be damaged. He could have this and still do his duties.]
You know, I never thought I would ever get anything but a beating for that. [He wondered if he had truly been this close to anyone before, close enough to hear their voice reverberate through their chest. If he had he certainly could not remember it.] Then I could stay for as long as you are here.
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At least here Solas could offer him limited protection and care. If only he could request for Mythal to make this more permanent, but that itself was a selfish thought. He nuzzles Lad's ear and slips away, but only so he can settle into the bath first. He holds out his hand to invite Lad to join him. ]
It is rare to see someone care for others at the risk of themselves, [ he says, tone a touch serious. ] Thank you.
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It is far less of a risk to me than them. What are a few cracked bones and bruises to someone being set aflame?
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Does she truly enact such vengeance? [ he asks, eyes narrowing. That would be something Mythal may be interested in hearing of though there was only so much she could do with the affairs of others. It was hard enough establishing the law and order she did. ]
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And despite the rather unpleasant topic, Lad's tone remained chipper. To him it was just a part of life.]
She? Oh you mean Sylaise herself? Goodness no, she has far more important matters to tend to than punishing all of our misdeeds. It's the handlers usually, sometimes ranking officers or soldiers. Anyone of a higher station really.
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Yes, he would speak with Mythal about this. If he could catch the ear of his lady Evanuris then he should use it for good and to help others who are suffering.Whether something would come of it was another matter entirely, but he could try. It was better than hearing of what suffering went on with others while in 'service' to another. ]
How can you live with the fear of that looming over?
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[He gave a little shrug, it really didn't seem so strange to him. He had lived with it most of his life. He couldn't even imagine things being different.]
You were never beaten for misbehavior when you were at lower ranks?
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We are reprimanded and redirected, no one is burned alive for misdeeds.
[ Those that were killed were for grave offenses, spies for others or those who lashed out in violence. Those were punishments dealt out swiftly and less painfully. ]
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[It was the reselling that was always a concern. You never knew where you could end up and if you were considered damaged then... most would find you to be little better than fodder.]
I've heard other Evanuris are worse though, it's really not so bad here!
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[ He shakes his head. They would not change anything here, with this conversation. Later, when he had time to speak with Mythal... Perhaps then he could make a difference, however small. For now, he should make their time together enjoyable and he lets out a small sigh as he squeezes Lad close for a brief moment. ]
My apologies. I do not want to pollute our time together with such thoughts. [ Even if they were inescapable at times. ]
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Then there was the way Solas held him tighter, and he smiled. It was like he was something precious Solas was keeping safe, and it make his heart flutter.]
I don't mind. It's nice to hear someone cares every so often.
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There was little he could do realistically with Lad in Sylaise's service. The woman had control of him and all he could do was hold onto Lad's time for as long as he could. Selfish of him, but he hoped Lad enjoyed the chance as well to be with him and away from the others he would have had to service throughout the night. ]
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